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Motherhood, Birds, and Kryptonite!

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A funny little story about a Mother’s Day gone crazy!

cartoon picture of a frazzled mom

My kitchen window faces our backyard. In the spring and summer I can look out my window and see all the Mommy birds gathering sticks and twigs, building their nests way up high, in the safety of our great big trees. It’s one of my favorite spring things to do! (Yep, that’s me…a bird peeper!)

One spring as I watched, I began to notice something pretty amazing. Mommy birds are just like us! (Obviously we don’t have wings…although sometimes we wish we did!) Example: When the mommy bird begins to prepare for motherhood she works hard to make her home as warm, comfortable, and inviting as possible! She is preparing her “nursery”. Once the nest is prepared, she sits on her eggs, day in and day out, rarely taking a break. When she does, it’s a quick one. (Any Mommies out there have trouble finding a moment to use the potty? I thought so!)

When her babies are born she immediately starts looking for food to feed them. Rarely getting sleep. (Sounding a little more familiar?) The baby chicks quickly begin to grow and develop. Since she is a good mommy, she instills in them the things they need to know to one day make it on their own.  Just as she begins to settle into her routine and has her chicks all in a row…it’s time to push them out of the nest, and into the great big world, to fend for themselves! BAM! Suddenly that “nest” she worked so hard to build, the one that was once so full of life, is now empty. There are no eggs to sit on, no babies to feed, or teach to fly. It is just her and her empty nest.

Two years ago, I was that Mommy bird standing in her empty nest wondering…”Where did 28 years go?” I won’t lie. It was one of the most painful, difficult, and depressing times of my life. I’m not going to sugar coat it! I wanted to stomp on the foot of every person that told me I would grow to love it! Please don’t get me wrong. I was thrilled my children were married and living productive, happy lives. It’s what we had been working towards and dreaming of for them. I just didn’t realize that while helping them obtain their dreams, I had buried mine in a chest somewhere, and I couldn’t remember where it was? (I’m pretty sure it was in the back of the unfinished crafts closet!) I was so lost and empty! What to do now?

Rewind….

I think we all remember that first day with our new little “chick”. I know I remember my very first day home! Wowza! I was scared to death!! I had done a lot of babysitting as a teenager, plus I had younger brothers. I thought it would be a breeze. It really shouldn’t have been that scary. Right? Wrong!

My baby was 6 weeks premature, I had to wake him up every 30 minutes to feed him 2 Tablespoons of milk in a teeny tiny bottle. I remember not showering for days! I was sleep-deprived and frightened I would break him into a million little pieces! In the midst of all this… I was trying to figure out any semblance of a daily routine. I was a fish out of water. I was experiencing every emotion humanly possible…joy, happiness, fear, and… bucket loads of insecurity! All wrapped up into one gigantic ball rolling out of control!

I remember one day, sitting on the sofa, baby in my arms, unshowered (again), in sweats, crying, thinking… “There is NOTHING that prepares you for this! Why don’t other women tell you it’s going to be like this?!! Is there some secret pact not to tell us new Mommies?” (I’m pretty sure I was secretly raining down showers of ill will towards every mother I had ever known!)

Fast-forward 28 years! Through the toddler stages, crawling, walking, 2 more children, more diapers, more bottles, scraped knee’s, 1st day’s of school, school pictures, science projects, piano lesson’s, T-ball, E.R.visits, band concerts, scout camps, middle school, soccer games, art competitions, high school, drivers licenses, award ceremonies, proms, dating, graduation, diners, diners, diners, laundry, laundry, laundry, etc. etc.! Whew! Then…WHAM…two kids get married 6 months apart and 3 months after that your last one leaves for college!

Taryn and Norine Last BBall game

Whoa! WHAT. JUST. HAPPENED? Suddenly, and without warning…the house is very, VERY quiet, and you are back to where you started. Only…you’re not! You are nowhere near that starting line.

You see…now you know what you didn’t know all those years ago as a first time Mom! Now you know what it feels like to be needed every day, day in and day out. Just like the Momma bird. Now you know what it’s like to be loved unconditionally, by a little person, who loves you back regardless of all your imperfections and shortcomings. Now you know true joy, in its purest form. Not the High School kind of Joy…but deep down, heart and soul JOY!

Oh sure, there were times you wanted to hide in the bedroom closet with a big box of doughnuts! Maybe just for a quick 5 minutes, so you could be alone, but you also loved the snuggles, hugs, and kisses. The cute sticky faces. All the “firsts”…first tooth, first step, first date, first love. Some days you were exhausted from running in 20 different directions, but other days you loved cheering in the stands as your daughter hit that court, or your son won that art competition. Some days you wanted to scream if you heard the word “Mom” one more time! Most of the time it was the sweetest sound in the Universe. The beauty of the role “mother” is that the “Highs outweigh the lows and are SO sweet!” During the toddler years you wonder if they’ll ever grow up and then one day your sitting at their High School graduation wondering where all the time went?

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Now, you sit in silence! The schedule is less hectic, the meals smaller, you miss the cheering, the plunking piano, the daily hugs, the daily updates, most of all, you miss being needed. You find yourself stopping at the foot of the stairs looking up and remembering…your mind is filled with the memories. Sometimes you close your eyes and strain your ears to hear the words “MOM! Where’s my…..?”. You’re not sure what to do with yourself or what your “new” job description is?  Once again you find yourself sitting there thinking “There is NOTHING that prepares you for this!” “Why didn’t someone tell me it was going to be this hard!” And you’d be absolutely right!

There is nothing that prepares you for motherhood. That is why women, all women, are amazingly awesome and fearless! We are Super Women even with our Kryptonite weaknesses. We take on a job we really know nothing about, and we work at it hard every single day! Some days we succeed, and some days are epic fails…but we pull our cape on a little tighter, pick ourselves up, and keep on going. About, the time we think we have it down…they do what we’ve raised them to do…they leave the nest! Now, we must once again redefine ourselves! That my friends, is no easy task.

I’ll admit I had a lot of “Frazzled Frannie” days when raising my “chicks”! That’s why I wanted “Frazzled Frannie” as my “alter-ego” here on the Nest! Because I’m NOT perfect! I messed up a lot and despite my blunders, my children were able to leap out of this Nest and FLY! More than that…they soared! Yours will too! So, be kind to yourself! Stop looking at what you aren’t doing and celebrate what you are doing! I bet it’s a lot more than you think!

I originally wanted to name the blog “Norine’s Empty Nest” but, my husband vetoed that name. He lovingly reminded me that my job was not done…it was just moving into another phase of development and I still have a lot to offer. He was right! The kids still call and ask “Mom how do I do such and such!” And, in those moments, God gently reminds me that my job as “Mother” is not over. I’ve just added to the role by adding the word “Grand” in front of “Ma”! Another new road to travel and one that is oh so delightful!

Grandma Norine and Baby B

So, I threw out the “Empty” and decided to keep building this little Nest of mine.

Now you know why my blog is called “Norine’s Nest”. While my nest may be empty I’m taking the leap of faith forward and crushing my Kryptonite! If the Mommy bird can do it…I can do it! And, if I can do it…you can do it! No matter what stage of “Mommy hood” you are at, you can do it! Why? Because we are SUPER WOMEN! Whether our nests are bursting at the seams, or quite and empty. Whether we have children or we don’t. Whether we are married or we are not. Let’s support each other! Let’s lift and inspire, laugh and cry, and if need be, on the bad days, hide in the closet with that box of doughnuts! We got this!

Photo of Norine and her signature.

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Chelcie

Wednesday 21st of September 2016

Oh boy! You hit all the feels Norine! I've got tears running down my cheeks, it's like you took words out of my brain ... I remember thinking why didn't anyone tell me how it was REALLY going to be when I brought baby home! And how completely DIFFERENT bringing baby #2 home would be! So I just want to thank you for the tad bit of a glimpse of what's to come.

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Wednesday 21st of September 2016

Awwww Chelcie you are so welcome! Thanks for sharing with me! Each stage is so new and different and...overwhelming....and full of Joy! You are a GREAT Mom! :) You have some awesome little's in your nest!

Diane

Monday 1st of August 2016

Norine,

Bravo! Well said,as always with truth and humor. Oh where would be without a good laugh?! In the closet with donuts crying! Yes I too am still needed. Some think I'm used. I know I am loved and needed. Yes it is now my children and my grand children that keep me busy and feeling loved. Now I snuggle with my new babies. I can hardly wait for my son and daughter-in-laws new baby that is due on August 13th! More love! Can't get enough. Thank you again for the great reminders of the most powerful force on earth - LOVE-! Give it out and make the world a better place.

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Monday 1st of August 2016

Diane...Congrats on a new grandbaby! There is nothing better than new born baby cuddles with angels who are straight from heaven! I'm so excited for you! Thanks for your sweet words of support! You are the BEST! Big Hugs!

Carrie

Friday 29th of July 2016

Whoops, please forgive. That post was filled with errors., please excuse all of those. I enjoy your writings is what I meant to say.

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Saturday 30th of July 2016

It's all good Carrie! My fingers go faster than my brain on a daily basis! ;)

Carrie

Friday 29th of July 2016

Norine, you ARE enough, too! I'm excited your are letting us all tbe a part of this new journey in building your nest. I throughly enjoy your readings. You are so uplifting and funny. I appreciate your words because some days I feel like a complete failure but when I read something like this it reminds me that I'm not alone and we all have or will be there at one point or another. Lots of love to you, Thank you!

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Saturday 30th of July 2016

Carrie THANK YOU so much for sweet kind words! You are a darling Mommy and your kids are so lucky to have you! Thanks for all your comments. They truly do inspire me to keep doing what I'm doing! Big Hugs! :)

Susan tuckett

Wednesday 27th of July 2016

Norine, I love how you tell us your stories. They are spot on. As a empty nester, I too feel your sadness and joy. It's a basket of mixed feelings. Thank you for sharing. My next phase is being run ragged with my grandchildren. They are the loves of my life. (I now know why God gives babies to the younger generation). ?

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Wednesday 27th of July 2016

Thank you Susan! I totally understand the "grandma" run ragged phase! ;) Wouldn't trade it though...just pray I can keep up! lol Thanks for popping by! :)

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